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28 August 2008


May I ask what's the limit for your patience and tolerance? In what situation, you will lose control and flare up? Is it right to scold vuglarities? What is the way to handle situation? How to have peace?

I'm sorry, I can't control myself. I scolded you vuglarities. I'm too worked up. I'm very disappointed. You've been testing my patience, I gave you all my patience and got nothing in return. I'm heels over you, and it's very. I always get distracted in whatever you do and done. There's nothing to hold on anymore. I've tried my very best to do and save it.


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I want a f***ing peace of mind!!!!


happy smile with pair of sad eyes.


23 August 2008


Went lunar with ade and her friends last night, after ade's A came. We went in to finish the cannon of hers!! and left. Lunar is such a boring place to hangout. But I'm so surprised that the place was very packed on the 1st level. Too bad, I don't really enjoyed it. And the songs makes me very sleepy. Is because of the environment or the people I'm with? hhmm.. The environment la!

The night is still soo early, it was about 12.30AM, so decided to join ZC and the gang at Las Vegas. :) Kinda fun, enjoyable and feeling weird though. Watch the guys dancing with girls, enjoying themselves, play games with ZC's friend.

And I'm so afraid whenever I wanted to go restroom. haha..
So whenever I wanna go, I will ask ZC, ehh..Wan go toilet? haha..
15mins later, I ask him again.
He asked me: wa! you want to go again?!
ME: hehehe.. Urgent ma!

After Vegas, we went supper at Chong Pang. Then home after supper.

I'm so tired!! but luckily is Saturday :)
I love weekends! :D


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21 August 2008


to be thick skin. I told them, got people say I look like Maggie Cheung. Everyone LOL! hehehe~ :) Is not i'm not busy with my work, just taking a break. Then asked everyone to take photos, thats all~

Here's my crazy colleagues & me.


Alan&Me :)

Charmaine&Me :)

Felyn&Me :)

THE NERDS!!! hahaha..

MunYeng,Alan,Desmond,Felyn&ME :)

The Girls.

The Girls again.

Nerds Family!! hahaha!

Alan&ME :)


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20 August 2008


I'm home. nothing to do, so decided to blog.
I don't really watch tv when I'm home.
All I do is paint my nails, surf net and sleep.

Suppose to go lunar with the girls, Ade and Lin.
Ade called: rest first.
I replied: ok, call me when you are about to prepare yourself.
Ade: Ok

1hour later, she called again.

Ade: I think not going already, nua mood.
ME: Ok, same same also. wanted to call you to tell you this too. haha..

10PM, Lin miss called me. So I returned her call.

Lin: HOW? going out?
Me: Ade say not going. NUA.
Lin: she say anything leh. she's out with A already.
ME: you all go ahead lor, I not going.

ARGHH, go out so late. Next day gonna work, I don't think I can take it. So I did not went out. But I'm really so bored!

I've been thinking what I really want in my life and career path. It's seems like I'm still don't know nor find out any. i'm simply bored. such a boring person I am! I want to have more activities after work, ktv/dinner/shopping instead of clubbing! But all these cost $$$$!! arghh!!

people always judge a book by its cover. how beautiful you are, how good you are, don't tell me that you have no bad point of yourself? No one is perfect, is all depends how you look at. :)

Gonna turn in early, but I can't sleep. Try my best la!!


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19 August 2008


i love talking to you

you make me feel protected

even if anything happen

i can run into your arms

and giving me a hug with a smile

everything will be alright

such a nice feeling. :)

have you ever had such a sunshine in your life?

it has been a long time since we met

and i'm glad everything alright or should i say better?

change is good

we have grown we have aged

but most importantly, we still have each other to count on

you will be there for me

rest assured i'll always be here for u

the world’s so big...

much possibilities for us to experience :)

Memories will be treasured. i love you, my friend.


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17 August 2008




It's not a bird, not a plane.
it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weakness is you,
only reason is you.
every minute with you.
I feel like I can do, anything

I can't blame myself for having uncontrollable feelings & now i know why it has to be like this.


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Just back from my friend's place and abit of my childhood gaming place. :)

I was so tired after the chalet for Venus's Birthday and Scorpio East gathering yesterday. Body ache and didn't have a good sleep at there. Went blade, cycling, BBQ and mahjong. Blade at the late evening, cycling at night and mahjong bet extremely small, played for 4 hours. I won about $6? haha.. anyway play for fun only. The funniest part was we slept at 5am and a few of us started our engine. Not very fierce la. I was making a lot of noises, keep complaining : "very cold la!!" hahaha..

Got back this afternoon then my friend asked whether to meet later to take a look at the prince. I was quite excited la. kids are always so cute! So I went to meet them. the prince slept after awhile I really take a look at him. So my friend brought him home then out again.

Went for late lunch and lil bit of gaming. Talk about the marriage of them. I can't say much. I'm not married, I wouldn't know how is the feeling like. Some may think that after marriage, they feel completed but therefore others they might not think this way. Don't know also la. Nowadays things are always so complicated.

While gaming, Saw a few of our friends who are younger than us. They grew up, and I'm getting old. 18 years old forever meh? Impossible la! I need to catch-up with more of my friends!! I'm miss them so much. It's time to take a bath then do my nails. Whenever comes to do nails, I feel so lazy to do it myself!

*** I'll upload the photos when I get the photos from Felyn! :D


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16 August 2008


was sick yesterday. Headache & body feeling so weak!! Somehow I felt like as if it's gonna explode. haha.. Doctor asked whether am I having any stress or what. YES! Indeed I am having a lot of stress. But simply don't know what am i stressing about. I think i always make myself stress for nothing. After I had my medicine and have enough rest. I felt better, more energetic!

I'm in office now, waiting for Felyn to come over then go to chalet. mmm.. I think it would be fun! Scorpio East gathering eh~ :) But my mood not very good for it. As I'm thinking about "it" turning very fragile out of sudden. I really don't know why and what should I do to save "it"? So many question marks in my mind. I going berserk soon! Things around me seems so "buay shun" and I'm feeling so lost.

Hopefully, the times in chalet will be good! It will la! so many of my colleagues around. Not happy also become happy lo.. haha.. I want to BLADE BLADE BLADE later. too long never exercise, my body aching like hell. NUA too long already.. time to start exercise!

Previous post, I mentioned about the clearance sale and I went to "sweep" that night. "Sweep" some stuffs not many.. Guess how much I spent. wakao! I spent about $400!! got a shocked! So many $19.90 and some $40-$60. can add up to $400 in total! overspent~ sighh.. NO more SHOPPING for this month!


*** Upload photos when I come back from chalet :)


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14 August 2008


Feel so refresh today, although my body still feel little bit of tired. Gonna charge abit more for tomorrow. Cause it's friday! :) Gonna meetup with my cousin tomorrow, most probably some chill out or ktv if possible. Even though I miss clubs badly, but got time to go, doesn't mean I got e energy to step out of my house!

After work, my friend gonna pick me up at my workplace to have dinner then send me to suntec. Maybe meeting felyn at Suntec. we ladies, felyn and me going there to shop!! I'm too lazy to make my way there even though set off from macpherson but luckily my friend coming to fetch me for dinner first. Anyway I'm going nearby after there.. AND Loreal having clearance sale at there!!, tats y don't mind going there..worth it la! haha..

SHOP SHOP SHOP.

It's always never enough for everyone and me! :))

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13 August 2008


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Fans of Sandy Lam? She will be putting up a showcase of her classic hits and her newer tunes at the Singapore Indoor Stadium!

The queen of pop with classic silky voice who has sung countless hits depicting inner emotions of the modern woman – there is only one Sandy Lam and no other. And now Sandy is back in town, bringing with her a splendid show of musical and visual theatrics, especially for her loving fans in Singapore who would think her solo-concert is long overdue.

Considered as one of the most successful female artistes in the Mandarin and Cantonese music circuit, Sandy will put up a showcase of her classic hits and her newer tunes at the Singapore concert. Fans can expect to relive strong emotions and memories through Sandy’s vocal prowess.

To stay true to the “Sandy’s signature brand” of love songs which fans have loved so dearly, Sandy insisted that her long-time music partner and renowned music director Anthony Lun to cut short his holiday and help her put together a music display of utmost splendor.

TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)
S$168, S$138, S$118, S$98, S$68

ADMISSION RULES
No admission for infant in arms and child aged below 2 years old. Child 2 years old and above must purchase ticket for admission.

* No Photography, Video recording and Audio recording is allowed for this event!


For more details,
www.sistic.com.sg


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12 August 2008


End of the day, I still choose blogspot for blogging. Guess is better and easier to use. :)

Had some catch-ups with my friends and old secondary schoolmates. And if possible, I'll arrange a meet-up for coffee or chill-outs with them. :) I missed nightlife so much. Just because of work and didn't want myself to get so tired the next day, I gave up clubbing every weekends. Maybe is good for my health but.. once awhile ok la! Hehe..

Gonna work ***** 2nite. Always wanted to quit working nightlife and have a normal lifestyle for my day job. It always seems so hard. Must find out what's my problems if not my face going to age sooner or later!! Especially when I never got myself enough beauty sleep!! Tomorrow morning will be damn suffering for me, crawl to work while I'm half dead! But luckily my big boss not around. If not I would be really dead! hehe.. Blog until here. Gonna rush thru my work before I knock off!!


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