My Name, A living memory

31 October 2008

Went KTV and bowling session with colleagues. Hmm.. quite fun, yet everyone feeling tired after a few games of bowling. Friday, yet I'm playing bowling!! OMG. How can it be ya? lol.. Healthy activities!

Alvin&Me

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

28 October 2008

I'm bored at home. I don wish to go out either, just don know why... Go work late, reach home early and I'm balonglong-ing infront of my computer. Msn-ing PDD, saying i'm sian. i guess i repeating sian too many times. wahhahaa..

Talked about my past... although it's not really fantastic. But I recalled quite alot. Happy and sad moments... I learn, I realize and I amend to live good in future. I hope... things will be great for me now and future.

I love this bed! wahaha :)

Sis&Me

My cousin&Me

Makeup always make girls beautiful~ wahahaa.. put on fake eyelashes.

Otw to Auntie's house

Roses

Cassie&Me

The newly wed.

My Cousin, the bride.

My 2 lil playful cousins.

Grandmother&aunties

Sean,Annabelle, Auntie San

Annabelle & Me.

My new hairstyle. hehee.. Not much different right？

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

27 October 2008

I'm back!

Went Kulai to attend my cousin's wedding. Felt so happy for her.

Next, when I'm eating while drinking beers and liquor with my cousins in the restaurant. My uncle came over and said, Nichola.. happy seeing cousin getting married right? Then when is your turn!? Your parents waiting! And I replied: No la! Not so fast, I don't even have a bf. How am I going to be next! wahaha..

Well, how i wish.. but it's impossible. I would rather let nature take its course!

After everything, I went to JB to find Felyn. PDD came over to pick me then meet up with the rest. KTV and foods. eat eat eat. NONSTOP! my goodness. I did mention that I wanna slim down. But I'm still eating alot. Alot but not that oily. ok.. :) Went for a haircut before I'm back to Sg. I like it alot!

But... I will upload photos tomorrow la! Gonna turn in soon. :)

TATA!!

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

20 October 2008

aww.. it's monday! and it's time to work again~ busy since morning till now..

Went in JB yesterday, very tired. I'm late for work this morning. I don't wish to say much, busy with work.

Saw this quote: "When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there is no safety net. Scary.

And maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But the ones you love are always in your heart.

Your destiny is fixed by heaven and you should go with the flow. Do not struggle unnecessarily as you will enjoy a happy life in your old age."

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

15 October 2008

I'm home! Went dinner with Lin, Walter and my colleagues, Felyn and Desmond at Scissor cut curry chicken,Kitchener Road. Went Lavender before dinner with Des, I was very fed up!! I lost abit of it. Although not much, but usually win 1 lei. So who's cursing me!? It's all about luck ya.. sigh.. after dinner, Des&me accompany Felyn to Mustafa for Sandy Lam's required items. I hate ah neh's smell. arghh. Cannot take it. After everything, I'm safely home! I was asking Felyn whether do she need me my help for the concert, she said she set me free.. YES! hahaa.. Then I can go watch concert instead of helping out.. :) But who will want to go concert with me? I guess I must start asking around. :)

Ok.. time for photos~!

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These photos was taken on 13.10.2008, was working there. Busy laughin, drinkin and eatin!!

Me&Leonard. Happy for him. He's getting married! :)

Is my cheek red? hehee..

Me&Casie

Xiaoming&Me

Tong&Me

Look at XM's face. hahaa

Casie&XM. Do XM look cute? hahahaa

I took this morning, when I'm OTW to work. :)

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I will end here, went work very early. to me is early ok. I reached 8.45am. Gotta turn in early. :) Good night.

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

It's wednesday~! So where to go tonight? :p

Anyway, I hate people who 借酒行凶!! i hate i hate i hate la!

I feel like going Lavender, feel like playing mahjong, feel like going to drink, feel like singing k, feel like eating good foods.. too many already la! I very greedy, want everything at one time! wahaha..

I'm counting down to my cousin's wedding. 11 more days!! Gonna go in JB to do my nails, get some stuffs and Wasabi to disturb the groom. hehe..

And one good news, Haya getting married！ :)

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

13 October 2008

Just back from lunch, and monday bluey~~

I want to be a good girl!

No more drunk drunk in club or pub again. Even work also no more drunk drunk or get high! It's a no no to me, for liquor effects will cause things to happen. Which I don't wish to! But I gonna work 2nite, have to self discipline, which I don't think I can. I will try my best! Guess I will eat more than I drink. wahaha..

Tomorrow, Dfly anniversary. Don't think I can make it. Last min friends called, for movies and shopping~ :) I want to buy many many things!! Shopping will never be enough for me. Many good occasions coming up, friend's birthday, cousin's wedding, friend giving birth soon and more! :)

Lastly, hope everything turn out to be great & fun! :)

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

Wwent in JB on saturday, right after work. By the time Venus, Eddie and me got in, it was exactly 3pm. Went sweet home to meet up Felyn they all. Had a heavy lunch with two cups of teh c ice. Went Jusco with Felyn after the gathering, bought two tops and had shopping window over there, a chop chop one. :)

After that meet up everyone to have dinner. Gosh, I had no appetite for it. Sicko man.. My gastric gave me problems during dinner, went to vomit the lunch out. Sound awful, but no choice.. If not I gonna suffer later on. Right after the dinner, everyone went back to get prepare for the night(clubbing,Cabana), due to their friend's birthday.. gonna prepare fast enough to rush down for 12am cut cake celebration. Ended up we can't make it on time. So been there once, and I'm there again last night. :) Kinda fun, starting I gonna entertain myself and get used to that place. Everyone looked busy gathering. Then get friends to play five-ten with me. HA.. Got every drinks with very thick liquor, thats sucks. Actually, I don't feel last night is that "fun". Don't know too, Maybe I'm very tired, but after that bath.. I felt so energetic. Got myself some drinks, then after that went for supper.. Then go home, reached about 4+.

Next day, woke up in the afternoon. Went to have my breakfast+lunch, got myself a bowl of curry noodle. Ah meng is not open. Kinda disappointed. After lunch, went for teh c iced at sweet home, KTV with Felyn, Rongsiang, Eugene and Yi long. Then I'm back here. Argh~ So bored.. Gonna work work work again. I think gonna stop going in for some time. Gonna busy with my stuffs and earn money. :)

Here's some photos I took. :)

OTW to Cabana :)

Felyn

Shes holdin on a lettuce, enjoyin~

Eugene&Felyn

Poor thing.. wahaha

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

09 October 2008

Today is the most unhappiest & a sick day.

Friend got whacked, went down to his house and look for him. The situation of him look horrible. Not as simple as I thought.Kinda worried. Meanwhile I'm sick. Having non-stop headache and sore throat. So sick, tired and worried. When I saw him, kinda heart pain also lei. Out of sudden, he got whacked for nothing. All my fault la. I don't want to meet them last night. If not they won't be going that place for drinks. I felt so guilty and sad. I don't wish to. But I guess none of them will believe. All my fault. I really feel very very guilty.

I'm stubborn, everything also me. The one who read this. Know who am I writing to.

I don't wish to blog for days, I want a break.

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

It's late, and I'm not asleep. Don't ask me why when I don't even know.

Got back from JB few hours ago, went there to have my kuay teow kia and some talk cock session. Sent Felyn to JB with Desmond, feelin kinda weird, don't know why. I dislike the feeling I having from today till now. Lonely lei, why like this? I really don't know any idea. Go drink also don feel comfortable. OMG. sigh.

Don't wish to talk much.

Ok. PHOTO TIME.
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Ade came to pick me then pick Lin together to Lavender. :) 02.10.2008

While waiting for my dinner with my family, take a shot of myself~ 02.10.2008

06.10.2008. Monday blue. Cheering myself for the first day of the week~

Took this photo while Desmond getting his petrol done just now. :)

Me&Kairis, shes coming back soon~ Waiting la~!

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happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

07 October 2008

I'm so tired! Headache have been going on since morning. Guess I've not enough rest due to went over JB over the weekend. To drink, club, have good foods and shop.

I just love the clubs and foods over there. **Droolss**

Friend came over singapore called.

F: is nicole in?
ME: Yes. You are?
F: is nicole in?
ME: PANG DIDI!!! LOL
F: ehh.. how you know is me!
ME: wassup?
F: Wan come over jb to have your kuay teow kia ant?

Cmon lo, I keep pestering him for that. He asked me i sure on with it!! He asked me to come back Singapore myself which I wouldn't want to. So what should I do?

Thinking... hmmm..

Let me think 1st, and I will upload photos later. :)

happy smile with pair of sad eyes.

03 October 2008

祝我生日快乐, I'm one year older yesterday! Glad to have friends around me, my birthday celebration was held at Dragonfly on public holiday eve. Everyone came, except XiaoMing that group. On the actual day, had dinner with my family at Changi Airport. It have been ages that I didn't manage to have dinner with them. There are so many birthday wishes for myself. Which I tried my best to fulfil it. I made it some and I'm very happy about it. :)

i love talking to you
you make me feel protected
even if anything happen
i can run into your arms
and giving me a hug with a smile
everything will be alright
such a nice feeling. :)
have you ever had such a sunshine in your life?
it has been a long time since we met
and i'm glad everything alright or should i say better?
change is good
we have grown we have aged
but most importantly, we still have each other to count on
you will be there for me
rest assured i'll always be here for u
the world’s so big...
much possibilities for us to experience :)
Memories will be treasured. i love you, my friend.

(This post above I posted before, I always feel good whenever I read it. I just don't know why.)

Ok.. Time for photos!!