My Name, A living memory

16 August 2009

Went a short getaway with Joey to Genting. Celebrate Chongqin's birthday over there.

Gamble,Eat,Play and many full of jokes around.. hahaha...

But my heart is with him when I'm there...

Although got him with me, makes me feel like I'm single and too available... feeling so weird at times... maybe i really not used to it.

Compared last time and now... Or all along and now...

He like this, I feel that he don't bother or care about me. He simply give me too much freedom. There's no way I know what's in his mind. It might be a good thing to both of us. We give each other too much privacy. We never talk much about our doings everyday. Just talk cock all the way I could say.

Being like this, will it last longer?

I don't dare to commit. Whenever I have the rush to 在乎 him。。 I will control myself and take back. And act as if I don't. Act I will not bother about his things and him. Slowly I will get used to it. I don't feel that he's really into me or what.. Just the starting of it, it had already became like this. Either maintain like this, level up or down. Everything is in your hands. He asked me to have confident in him and myself. I will give you everything and bet again. Hopefully... this time round, please don't disappoint me.

Come back to Genting trip. Know quite alot of people there. Let the photos tells you everything!：）