16 September 2009
我快要搬家了！
pack here and there bit by bit, realised actually i got so many things to pack! it will never end! Shag out! This 15years house of mine, I gonna miss it a lot. Too many memories in this house.
舍不得类。。嗨。。
Anyway, my probation for work going to be over soon. 3weeks more to go.. wondering whats those graduates thinking.. whats in their head? although you spent so much to study to become a grad, out to work.. you want a high pay.. you want climb fast.. but you have no experience. To them, their certs is everything to them. but without experience, how fast can you climb? I felt so demoralised when they talked about the company benefits they got, they wanted to climb up fast so much. keep complaining and competing with each other. really irritate me. they keep comparing until they got into trouble, anyway they got terminated by coy. must be something serious and big wrong they have done! wish them all the best...
Went back to Shin and work, nightlife...
unhealthy - smoke, drink, drunk, puke, supper~!
I'm just too free, nothing to do at home during weekend. He's not free either, gonna work.. work.. and work.... that's why I go back to nightlife.
He even asked me, can I don't work? I told him cannot.. 他拿我没办法，就让我回去..
After we have so many rounds of talks, he improves bit by bit. 至少要死也死的瞑目.. that's why talk to him again and again. I don't know why I don't feel enthusiastic. In fact, what he do, I "bo la sa", let him be. Just afraid that, you say for concern, he say you naggy or irritating.
Yet keep thinking about the past, the sad incidents and past relationships I've been thru. always looking out of the window in his car, listening to the emo chinese songs... look somewhere else, those images and words will flashback again and again. my heart aches whenever i have those flashbacks.. sigh..
I wish... both of us can commit into this relationship. but 我从觉得过不了自己那关。。也许他也是吧。。
我信爱,同样信会失去爱...
pack here and there bit by bit, realised actually i got so many things to pack! it will never end! Shag out! This 15years house of mine, I gonna miss it a lot. Too many memories in this house.
舍不得类。。嗨。。
Anyway, my probation for work going to be over soon. 3weeks more to go.. wondering whats those graduates thinking.. whats in their head? although you spent so much to study to become a grad, out to work.. you want a high pay.. you want climb fast.. but you have no experience. To them, their certs is everything to them. but without experience, how fast can you climb? I felt so demoralised when they talked about the company benefits they got, they wanted to climb up fast so much. keep complaining and competing with each other. really irritate me. they keep comparing until they got into trouble, anyway they got terminated by coy. must be something serious and big wrong they have done! wish them all the best...
Went back to Shin and work, nightlife...
unhealthy - smoke, drink, drunk, puke, supper~!
I'm just too free, nothing to do at home during weekend. He's not free either, gonna work.. work.. and work.... that's why I go back to nightlife.
He even asked me, can I don't work? I told him cannot.. 他拿我没办法，就让我回去..
After we have so many rounds of talks, he improves bit by bit. 至少要死也死的瞑目.. that's why talk to him again and again. I don't know why I don't feel enthusiastic. In fact, what he do, I "bo la sa", let him be. Just afraid that, you say for concern, he say you naggy or irritating.
Yet keep thinking about the past, the sad incidents and past relationships I've been thru. always looking out of the window in his car, listening to the emo chinese songs... look somewhere else, those images and words will flashback again and again. my heart aches whenever i have those flashbacks.. sigh..
I wish... both of us can commit into this relationship. but 我从觉得过不了自己那关。。也许他也是吧。。
我信爱,同样信会失去爱...
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