Life's like a roller coaster.

It might be exciting and scary.

Suppose to go work 2nite, because I'm sick so never go to work. Went to doctor about 12+AM alone. Get medication and get my ass back home and rest. I need him. He is not there with me. BORING~

Actually I feel that Independent and Alone is really a very big difference. Be it by meaning or what.

Independant:
Not relying on others for support, care, or funds; self-supporting.
Providing or being sufficient income to enable one to live without working: a person of independent means.
Not dependent on other variables.
Of or relating to a system of equations no one of which can be derived from another equation in the system.

Alone:

single, solitary; unaccompanied, unattended. Alone, lone, lonely, lonesome all imply being without companionship or association. Alone is colorless unless reinforced by all; it then suggests solitariness or desolation: alone in the house; all alone on an island. Lone is somewhat poetic or is intended humorously: a lone sentinel. Lonely implies a sad or disquieting feeling of isolation. Lonesome connotes emotion, a longing for companionship.

When he told me we should have our own space. Ya.. It’s true. Just because you really want it, you tend to say such sentences. Too much of meet ups but not up to the quality I want. It's like we communicate lesser and lesser. Which I feel that actually I don know you at all. Who are you? You don’t show how you feel. You don’t say how you feel. So I ignored, but doesn’t mean that you can don’t bother how I feel right! You show your concern by saying, c'mon.. I need some actions. Are you pig!?

I’m learning… to be stronger..