21.11.2010 (SUNDAY)

so guilty, mum asked me to accompany her to city plaza to buy clothes for attending wedding dinner. But I didn't accompany her. I went to accompany Jackson for soccer. So I decided to go home early. Normally I will go home at 12AM. But just wanna accompany my mum and spend time with her that day. I went home at 7pm plus.

This day I will never forget in my whole entire life. The day my mum had a serious fall and went for brain operation. We thought we almost lost her. The day that we were so afraid to lose her. The day that I will always guilty about. The 10th day of today, she don't recognise us, which makes me feel so heart broken. Every relatives and friends of mine visiting her every single day. No matter how hard it is, how tired we were. We will be there for you, mum.

We love you alot.

Please be strong. We will always be there for you, Mummy.